1.00 am - Invisible - Pandora s Box -

Invisible

NOT AT HOME

Hello/You know my name/Surprised?/Here I am again/Is my face that innocent?/It's yours in the mirror/[Let me be/Let me breathe/I'm the child within yourself/Let me speak/Let me live/I'm the child within you...]/Hello/Unlock the cage/I came to rearrange/I'm just a part of you/(a) silent one... [let me be/let me breathe/I'm the child within yourself/Let me speak/Let me live/I'm the child within you...]/[LET IT GO]/DON'T HOLD IT BACK.../HOLD YOUR CRY.../Sorry/You're not at home/Good bye/(you're) not ready yet... [I'm so sad/You're so bad/I'm the child within yourself]


[ANTI]BODY

you sometimes close your eyes/lying all alone in bed/then you wish to break out of the heavy spheres down there/now you feel something is slowly leaving your wrapping skin/above your own remains.../YOU FEEL CAUGHT INSIDE OF YOUR PRISON/CAN'T YOU LEAVE THAT CARRION?/CAUGHT INSIDE OF YOUR PRISON/WILL YOU HOLD THAT [ANTI]BODY?/as night comes a dim light glimmers too far above from you/and you stay there confined and locked up/no way to burst your chains/and so you see another you while you lay stuck in your solid self/you feel so cramped in custody/your walls resist your mind.../CAUGHT INSIDE OF YOUR PRISON/CAN'T YOU LEAVE THAT CARRION?/CAUGHT INSIDE OF YOUR PRISON/WILL YOU HOLD THAT [ANTI]BODY?/[ANTI]BODY...


FRAGILE

I've got no other choice/you left me here lost/You deprived me of everything/(but) it doesn't matter/Humiliated and mutilated/(all) that means nothing to me/(because) SOMEBODY TOLD ME TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING/BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT NOW/And you led me astray/in a storm of grief/Full of anger full of pain/and now I feel so empty/But my life stays a delight/and my dirty body too/And nothing will affect me now/(because) SOMEBODY TOLD ME TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING/BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT NOW/SOMEBODY URGED ME TO BE SOMETHING/BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT MEANS/I've been trying/to be up to it.../SOMEBODY TOLD ME TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING/BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT NOW/I'M SO HAPPY/AS GOOD BOYS CAN BE/BUT THAT MEANS NOTHING TO ME...


MONOCHROME WHITE

something broken...stolen/invisible you are/never ever forgotten/silence/ disappearance.../no memory left/I hate you so...hate you so much/no mourning...nothing but/silence and disappearance.../(to fade away.../silent, empty space.../you're not there anymore...)/DO YOU KNOW I AM LOST HERE NOW?/AND MY SORROW IS IN MONOCHROME WHITE/(you fade away...)/DO YOU KNOW I AM LOST HERE NOW?/I CAN HOLD THIS NO MORE AGAIN AND/I DON'T WANT NO DAWN TO COME/AND MY SORROW IS IN MONOCHROME WHITE/(your presence fades away.../an absence to bear away...)


OUT OF CONTROL

I'm wandering around in a maze of streets/like any bum in the city/and looking through windows/I'm watching people live/watching people feed/empty lives turn.../SO UNREAL/SO UNREAL/IS OUR FEAR/DOWN HERE.../I see translucent lives/through the window panes/like on TV screen/I can see between the lines/lines of hope/lines of faith/lines of chance that converge and go.../SO UNREAL/SO UNREAL/IS OUR FEAR /DOWN HERE.../HEAR THE TEMPEST COMING.../WE'RE IN DANGER...


S.O.S. [Sisyphus' Ordinary Solitude]

I can feel the chill of the night...tonight/And when the cold wraps me up like this/I miss your helpful words to swallow.../(shall I) WAIT FOR YOU?/WAIT FOR YOU?/WHERE ARE YOU?/SHOOTING STAR/I must have lost my way again this time/So I need your arms and warmth tonight/Icy skin, snowy thoughts/And a blank, solid silence.../(shall I) WAIT FOR YOU?/WAIT FOR YOU?/WHERE ARE YOU?/SHOOTING STAR/MY SCAR...


SCHIZOPOLIS

shreds of flesh
are hanged along the sky
I've got some skin
of yours under my nails
waiting for
the sun to rise again
cautiously
I'm chewing your eyeballs
your-eye-balls-in-my-mouth
maybe I'm a monster
but I need better
I could be a monster
but I need better
you're...

NO INNOCENT...
YOU'VE GOT NO CHANCE TO BE INNOCENT

Here you are
Stagnant at my feet
I can see
You play dead once again
It's so real
This can be no dream
So real
Can't you feel it too?
Dis-trac-ted-are-we? Maybe you're a monster
But you need better
You could be a monster
But you need better
I'm...NO INNOCENT...
I'VE GOT NO CHANCE TO BE INNOCENT...
(should I rely on my human mask? Shed it...now)
(I'll) never shed my human mask...never shed it now...


LIES WITHIN

(please) don't wake me up this morning/got my eyes (wide) open/I 'd rather remain in my sleep/(no) I won't awake/I've submitted for too long to denied awareness/I live nearby my body/It seems easier to me…/Lies within… myself/To go faster and faster/Staying blind and hating myself as I am…/Lies within myself/Death is in myself/Lies within myself/I've lost myself/Already…/I'd like to let you go/But I assume your sorrow/Nothing to lose no more/I assume your sorrow…


EQUILIBRIUM

I'm losing touch and the distance keeps me on the edge/the distance tearing away and yet joining the lips of my sore/I'm unable to move a muscle/unable, made of stone/unstable self, overloaded/to be solitary is my curse/my flesh is overgrown with thorns/and my own failure was to lose my point of equilibrium/what is wrong with my lodestar?/I've seen the sky on me fall down/so what? I'm cold and blind-folded/numb and lonely/like a fallen angel drawn aside I could be waiting for eternity/nothing ever will be like it was before my fall down there/nothing changes/nothing helped/the distance/but it makes no difference/what am I to do with these living stars called eyes…