DEUS PENDULUM
I think that this gonna happen again…over…
I know that something's to change again…over…
The clock ticks & tricks again…over…
And the worse is to come…over…
NONSENSE IT’S NONSENSE AND YOU KNOW IT
THERE’S NO WAY TO TRUST IT
I ROAM AND I FOAM AND I’M LONELY NOW…
Time is eating its tail again…over…
It all comes to an end again…over…
NONSENSE IT’S NONSENSE AND YOU KNOW IT
THERE’S NO WAY TO TRUST IT
I ROAM AND I FOAM AND I’M LONELY NOW…
History has no grip on me…over…
All is said to end in blood…over…
Armageddon or the Final Flood…over…
NONSENSE IT’S NONSENSE AND YOU KNOW IT
THERE’S NO WAY TO TRUST IT
I ROAM AND I FOAM AND I’M LONELY NOW…
HAVE I ALWAYS BEEN WRONG
TO SEE TIME AS A TRAGIC NEMESIS
WHICH HOLDS YOU AND MOLDS YOU AND FOULS YOU UP?
TERMINAL STATE
I am dreaming that I am awake,
Awake but feeling transparent.
I can't think of myself without seeing
My bones slowly disintegrating.
ANGER’S BOILING IN MY THROAT…LIKE LAVA
ANGER’S BOILING IN MY THROAT…LIKE LAVA
And my skin like the boundary
Of my inner territory.
And my senses like escaping outlaws.
Finally I’m ready to suffer.
ANGER’S BOILING IN MY THROAT…LIKE LAVA
ANGER’S BOILING IN MY THROAT…LIKE LAVA
Time to die…
POST-ORGASMIC PUNISHMENT
Do you sometimes feel small before me?
Are you frightened? Don’t you fear me?
Won’t you learn to despise my body?
Are you ready to be…
CRUSHED?… ARE YOU READY TO BE…
Have you ever felt a tightening girdle
Growing around your belly?
Can’t you inhale? Can’t you exhale?
Are you ready to be…
CRUSHED?… ARE YOU READY TO BE…
DON’T YOU KNOW ME?
DON’T YOU EXTOLL ME?
CRUSHED?… ARE YOU READY TO BE…
CRUSHED?… ARE YOU READY TO BE…
CRUSHED?… ARE YOU READY TO BE…
DON’T YOU KNOW ME?
DON’T YOU EXTOLL ME?
NOCTURNE
is there anyone here who knows me ?
I don’t know where & who I am.
Is there anyone here to support me
And get everything back?
I know it’s too late…
Is there anyone who may secure me?
I’m afraid, I’m so afraid…
I know it’s too late,
It’s my foolish fate…
(what’s going on?) I’m in despair without light
blackness pervades me tonight
I need an illusion of depth
I wish I could find myself again…
Is there anyone here who knows me?
I don’t know where & who I am.
I know it’s too late,
It’s my foolish fate…
(what’s going on?) you know fear is my mother
silence chokes me as ever
help me & show me a way out
I wish I could find myself again…
(x-rated relationships…)
mass vices spread over the mind,
leaving a mark on the whiteness that had hidden them for too long…
this whiteness disintegrates & vomits itself in XS, crushed by scornful, overflowing blood…
only the blackness can immunize…
blushing with pleasure, frozen irruptions which both seduce & destroy…
them who crush lives down…
eventually today, black & crimson blend into one naked body, dead drunk while embracing…
(x-rated relationships…)
PORN GAME…
I NEED RELEASE…
FREE ME FROM THESE…
(x-rated relationships…)
eventually today, the day of frigid, scorching fever…
scorching like traces of fear, races of tears…my body’s on fire…
I’m drowning myself, getting myself drunk, in bondage, taken away by sweat & swell…
let it release me…release my soul from here…wait please…
let it come, let me come in it, let it go…
pretty is death…let me experience its power on me, let me dip my dick in blood & sperm…
a king cannot exist without a queen…I feel its acidity in my veins…
mine will be black & I’ll be hers…
(x-rated relationships…)
PORN GAME…
I NEED RELEASE…
RIGHT NOW…
Tamed animals…
Dominated…
In fetters…
PALPABLE I AM
[it’s 3:52 am & it’s getting weird… I feel a change within my body…
it’s like a complete metamorphosis you know…my face’s turning into someone else’s…
my bones ache & my voice is changing…
my hands are getting out of shape & everything is turning upside down inside me…
I feel my dick getting within my body & my chest is burning from inside…
it’s like something is about to be born…I mean within me…
I’m so terrified…
sometimes I dream about myself making love to my own body…
that’s so fucking real, so intense…I can’t understand…
it’s really terrifying…
& when I wake up at dawn I’m in total chaos &
I can see that my tears & my sperm have stained the sheet & made it all translucent…
I can’t understand this change…& I wonder :
“am I still palpable? Am I still palpable?”]
terrified I am
redefining myself…
terrified I am
could you please
CORE ME OUT… PLEASE…
Terrified I am now…
It’s time to grow
Wake me up…
(my word is) never…
HYPNOSIS
my skin is wet, cold, in a sweat
& underneath all is filth.
There’s no accident, no coincidence
& yet I keep on wandering.
I’m in search of something
That would mesmerise me
Some stuff to mix up with my blood…
Strange as it is I’m still alive
No need to mention my addiction
Strange as it is I’m still alive
& I keep on following my own…
HYPNOTIC SHADOW…
I wish I was stronger but can’t get it over
Pain’s never ending.
I keep on sinking, keep on searching something to fill my veins.
Drip after drip, tear after tear
My trip is like a dead end…
Strange as it is I’m still alive
No need to mention my addiction
Strange as it is I’m still alive
& I keep on following my own…
HYPNOTIC SHADOW…
A LAST VISION OF THE ULTIMATE CUNT
Eyes watching me barking in this jungle…
A pornographic Kodachrome‚, distorted…
I’m wandering solitary, measuring my fate
And lost in the maze of my brain
Within apocalyptic images…
My ecstatic conscious soul is bringing me to my fate…
Solitude as a hooker naked beside me…
I wonder: “what kind of knowledge have the dead?”
(maybe) a last vision of the ultimate cunt…
TIRED…TIRED…TIRED…I’M SO TIRED…
I’M BETTER OFF DEAD…
TIRED…TIRED…TIRED…I’M SO TIRED…
TIRED…TIRED…TIRED…I’M SO TIRED…
TIRED…TIRED…TIRED…I’M SO TIRED…
TIRED…TIRED…TIRED…I’M SO TIRED…
I COULD DIE…
DIE…DIE…DIE…DIE…DIE…DIE…DIE…
TRAUMA
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